Make up

Beauty is something that is subjective...for me beauty can be defined through something that can be created, adjusted, covered and blended....it's applicable but not everyone can do it...I have encounter a new hobby nowdays..during my school days in primary and secondary school even up until my matriculation years...i can be considered as "buta fashion" and i am not up to date kind of person..never wear any make up and i dont fancy feminity..i only use bedak johnson and jonhson jer kot as far as i could remember..i am not feminin at all..trust me my sense of fashion was totally out dated and sucks hahahha...i envy those who are beautiful and have a good sense in fashion ..

Back then i am not confident with my apprearance ...i dont care about it...but later on there is a slight changed..it is maybe because of the influnce from my fwens ...they look good and seems to be more confident when they apply make up...and i myself start trying and experimenting we exchanged tips, lipstick and mascara, even blusher (nurul was the one who has everything and i ....not only me i believe...we..hahhaha always borrowed her make up )...i bought jonhson and johnson compact powder but i still use white one instead of natural color...i wore red lipstick or sometimes brown...and dats it....when i look back at d old pictures i will surely laugh like hell ..i looked so fierce ...but as time past by i read alot about make up..the basic necessity in applying make and etc...as i start working..i was like soooo crazy in buying all kind of make up supplies dat i can get in the market..trial and error..the 1st expensive make up ever dat i bought was estee lauder make up set worth RM600 ...there goes my money hahahha....but its ok it was my first salary of 3 months tunggakkan so no big deal hehehhe...

As time past by i able to learn 2 or more make up tricks and tips..i like natural make up application...with a little touch up of highlite and bronzer WALAH!! my face GLOW.. Some of my family members start to ask me to make up for them and my BFF asked me to make up her, for her engagement.. i was nervous and flattered ...since then i told myself dat one day i would like to be a professional..and now since i have plenty of time...

I plan to attend a make up worksyop in JAKARTA..i know i can do it here in KL...i ve search for few available worksyop one of it conducted by IAN SHAM one of the well established malaysian make up artist...2 days worksyop will cost me about RM500-RM600 only...

Actually i want to get away for vacation so might as well i just go straight to JAKARTA rite...hehehe and i can really learn good make up tips and tricks from there...u guys know rite how beautiful indonesian women can be when their make up artist make up them...even i can fall in love with them...hey..hey dont get me wrong i am not lesbian...i just love beauty OK..hahaha..

Now i am so into BOBBI BROWN..i ve bought few basic BOBBI BROWN make up kit and supplies and i bought BOBBI BROWN makeup Manual ..an i am in a quest to master the skill of make up...wish me luck guys....i just want to try out....

My uncle is pursuing his business in dis wedding event management kind of thing..he loves pelamin so much..my sister is into hantaran thing..and becoming a wedding planner for her fwen who is gonna get married next month...and me i like make up ....i can be their make up artist hehehhehe....wasnt it great...^_^

this picture was taken during my cousin engagement early APRIL..

This one was during my BFF engagement i think it was in 2008 i believe...i did d hair also penat tuh...hehehehehe...enjoy it guys....

tantek tak? tantek kan.....sgt sweet...

P/S: if u guys ader any contact no about any make up worksyop do let me know k....even any interesting website about make up dat u guys know i am hoping dat u guys can share with me also..lots of love ~JULES~

u know wut...

i know i ve change alot..i know dat i am not like before..its something dat i choose to be rite now..i know people concerned about me so much but please dont feel sorry for me..because when you guys do dat it really hurts...i know ur intention is good and because u guys care about me i dont have doubt bout it..but it doesnt make me feel better..so please stop and let me do wut ever i want to do....i just want to be MYSELF rite now this is me ..have some respect please...if u want to talk about me behind my back go ahead.. i dont care because it's my LIFE...not urs....
care about ur own LIFE la dude...not others....WTF!!! u dont really know wut happen to me so dont judge n dont pretend like u r great..u r happy, superior OR better than me because ur r obviously not O.K....and u know wuts missing in ur LIFE...fix urs first .....duhhhhh!!!!

i wont...

SOME DAY YOU WILL CRY FOR ME ;
like i cried for you...
SOMEDAY YOU WILL MISS ME;
like i missed you...
SOMEDAY YOU WILL NEED ME;
like i needed you...
SOMEDAY YOU WILL LOVE ME;
but i wont love you anymore.........

DEJAVU...

dah terlalu lama since last post...way back when i am still with him...we break off in a good way after a real devastating moment between me and him...am in pain and he was lost...i was hoping that things would be like before but after spending my time with him for about 2 weeks i realized he was not meant for me anymore...we fought, we cursed, we hated each other so much at that time...when am with him i felt lonely..because he was not with me..he is in his own world the more i tried the more complicated things were...

when i decided to move on, i loose him...and am in pain...i still remember i ve decided to let him go when he sent me his last FB mail ...and i realized it is time for me to let him fly away...we did not communicate, we just knew we should end it..so it ends without say...it just END..i try to be strong but i cried the whole night thinking why does dis have to happen to me again ....and again...and again...i am just tired with all dis...

now it has been 2 months ..i felt sad n missing him like crazy..i did acknowledge him in his FB..do chat with him once or twice asking how he was but later on i realized that he is not mine anymore so i tried to hold everything back, all da feeling and emotion need to be ended A.S.A.P.....so i decided to block his FB..because i dont want to know what is happening to him..i dont want to know with who he is now..i just dont want to care...i changed my hp no...i force myself to forget him...because he hurts me..i harap tuhan akan beri pembalasan yang setimpal dekat dia...i taknak simpan dendam, itu urusan dia dengan tuhan...only god knows apa yg dia dh buat kat i...

i am strong ...i know but all da memories dat i hAD when am with him keep on bugging me.. i would like to erase it but i cant..iT will takes time and i wish ada software yg boleh delete unwanted memories dalam brain ni ha...i wish.....

BUT STILL i cant lie ..i cant avoid this feeling...and i cant deny...i still love him ....i am ....he is still in my heart.. i realize it is pathetic but that is what i feel.....we had something before and i cant just erase u that easy from my mind and my heart.....

ANUGERAH PERKHIDMATAN CEMERLANG...

ALHAMDULILLAH...syukur...dats all dat i can say...am smiling in my heart and feel very thankful with da gift dats ALLAH gave me...iTS a MARVELOUS year for me...thankS to everyone ....who trust me and who appreciate my work and my enthusiasm in the thing dat i work on...i received a pierre cardin ball pen....cert.....and u know wut rite....hehehe... during da ceremony i was glad to meet some old fwens...Norsaliza Osman n Sharifah Fadiah...i cried when i saw za....lama giler tak jumpa dia...she never change....still da same ...she has 2 great sons and a loving husband teaching at Politeknik Dungun, While pah still not married sama lah kita kan hehehhehhe....Pah, selalu jer jumpa usually masa course la....she is working at Politeknik Merlimau Melaka...


WE R GOVERMENT'S PROPERTy....HAHHAHAHA ..wutever it is aM Glad to be Malaysian....and am done with working..sila cepat sikit i want to study plak...guys come n join me. am waiting for u guys...did i told u guys am going to further my study in guidance and counseling yer...wanna be a councelor plak...boleh? hehehe I know i can be what ever i wanna be...with da will and determination i know i can succeed..AMIN..

Babies...

These are some pictures taken while am at Perlis attending my QA course for a month and i got da chance to meet da new born baby ...anis's precious Harraz Alfi Hasrul Nizam.....he is so small and am afraid to hold him in my arms..too fragile and so oooooo cute....so sepet ....exactly like his momcute tak kaki dia....hehehhee i did also manage to meet nurul's precious Afeef Aiman Mohd Noor Azahari...she was at Pd without any notice suddenly she called and we meet up and went for minum2...and her precious was sleeping at dat time...he is another sweet baby.....cute......like his mom also....
tido jer dia..senyap syok auntie julie dodoi kan ae..hehehehe...

Being A tEAChER...

I ve been away from this blog for quite sometimes...been bz...bz avoiding myself from thinking about work..i hate working...and i hate waiting for da offer letter from upm to arrive...haiya manyak lambat ow.....my heart is not into teaching anymore i want to rest and gain my soul dat hv been hiding, i dont know where da hell it is!!!..i need to search for it...

Once upon a time..teaching is something dat make me alive.. i will always be excited and looking forward to evacuate all da knowledge that i have in my brain.. i put my heart into it 110%..i want to share everything..i want to be a TEACHER...and am proud to be one. but now after a few years everything seems to lessen the interest decrease...da aura decline....da soul even worst....decease.......i am tired of it....pity right wut happen to me? am tired with those who does not appreciate knowledge..it's not dat easy to gain it...u have to work smart and put on ur best effort to be part of it....but they do not realize how much it is matter in LIFE....it's sickening...and i HATE it....

i KNow run away is not a good idea..but sometimes its the only way u can gain ur confidence and belief that u have built before...dats wut am doing.. I believe all my fwens out there feel da same like me right? well lets take a brake.....take a kit kat .....

Whats new about me?

DEAR FwEN,

How are u guys? am at PERLIS dah almost 17 days am here at PAUH INN POLITEKNIK TUANKU SYED SIRAJUDDIN. FuH aku dah sangat penat dowh...bosan....and missing everything that i have back there at KL and PD...what am i doing here? well its a preparation for my master , the course is about RESEARCH METHODOLOGI for our thesis or project paper later...i learned ALOT!! Things that all the speakers learned in 2 years we learned it in 10 days...and today exam...we still need to learn about statistic this coming week our focus will be about statistic pulak CALCULATION WARGH!!! ingat tak yg kita blajar ngan DR. Arshad tu HHHHAAAAAAA yang tu la rasakan padan muka haku hehhehe...

imagine we sit listening for lecture from 8.30 until 4.30 everyday and ada nite class also sometime. Speaker told us that bnyk panca roba nak further study nie especially perkara berkaitan ngan supervisor kita later...aku dengar pun aku dh kecut perut kejap...offer letter pun blom dapat g..am waiting for the offer letter from UPM. Harap i will get in for julai intake. tak sanggup dh nak keje.. i need a new fresh air and environment. HELP!!! hEHEHEHE

talking about NEW..Congrats to NURUL and ANISS for their new baby boy...Funky mommas back in action with new kid. CAYUK!! and i pun dah ader NEW bf...sekali lagi hahhaha....entah bila betol2 nak lekat for good. i dont knowla. dia ajak tunang but i said wait until i finished with my master program and he will be in his 3rd years degree before he going to Australia we ll get married and i ll join him there ( mesti korang pelik degree? ha yer ...dia muda dari aku, wondering y org muda? well me myself pun dont know yg penting i love him) That what we have planned. its only a plan....i am hoping that we can make it. he ll be the one for me....Tapi dont knowla...sbb we dont know what really gonna happen in the future. Tapi my focus rite now nak smbg study dats all full time tak payah g keje hehhehehehhe.....

ok la i nak tdo...good nite...i miss u guys and for those who read this blog HAI....and Bye...kekekekekekke

goodbye Kuching...

Well guys am counting days to be back to peninsular malaysia...really cant wait and at da same time i feel sad bcoz i ve been here for quite some time n am gonna miss KUCHING and all my fwens here....a very memorable things happen here n am happy at da last minute of my stay at Kuching i able to enjoy every second of my moment here... am gonna be really devastated later when am back at KL...y? nnt la i citer..its complicated sangat..

last week on thursday barang2 i yg kat kuching beserta my cute kelisa telah pun dihantar ke semenanjung menggunakan sea cargo...kita org proposed to pengarah utk antar kete using air cargo tetapi disebbkan pengarah kedekut dia tak luluskan....huhuhuhu jadi sekarang aku mmg patah kaki nak kemana-mana dah sgt susah nak dijadikan citer kete nest fwen aku kat sini pun masuk bengkel problem ngan belting dia lak...huhuuuhu sabar jelah..

rite now am enjoying every single moment of relaxing.....at my fwen place sbb umah aku dah kosong hahahah...here are few shots of pic taken masa proses mengemas barang dijalankan...

kelam kabut jugak la mengemas nyer sbb last minute dia bgtau....u guys know..of coz la u guys tak tau ahhahaha...aku nyer kasut jer dah 3 kotak kah3....terperanjat org yg pagking barang aku tuh..hari tu aku kira2 aku ader lebey kurang 70 collection of shoes.....selama 5 tahun aku kerja...tu lah hasil nyer itu pun ader yg aku dah terminate kan....ader yg dah rosak....

this is my only best fwen here at Kuching...dia tolong packing kan baju kurung ku 3 luggage sumer nyer...nasib bek dia ader.....

bilik tido n changing room aku dah jer macam tongkang pecah ....mana nak dibuang mana nak dibawak balik rasa semput masa nak mengemas nie....nie antara beg baju keje aku...baju lain aku letak dalam kotak jer..dah tak der beg nak letak...at da back tu my tv...ni aku nyer sofa yang dah berjaya dibalut....harap ok la sofa aku nie...

nie 1/4 barang aku ...jumlah semua item yg dihantar balik ke semenanjung ader lah 43 item..manyak kan...

sumer ni hangkut bawak balik ...kecuali lemari t.v tu...dia dah melendut kena beli baru t.v aku berat sangat.. masa time aku beli 5 tahun lepas takder flat screen...lau ader lama dah aku beli tak payah nak mengangkut berat sangat..

kat belakang aku tu lemari dapur..sebelah aku ..aku nyer wash machine n no 42 tu tilam aku..

clear dah umah aku...naseb bek ader kawan tolong...thanks jane...

Jadi sekarang nie aku tunggu masa jer lagi nak pulang ke KL..28 nie aku balik KL...31st aku balik PD tapi aku rasa aku lik awal sket kot ke PD...Maybe aku start awal gak lau tak 2nd February aku start keje tgk mcm mana dulu tunggu kete aku sampai senang sket aku nak gerak kesana nnt....aku ader gak rasa nervous sebab new environment kan risau gak aku. tapi lau aku leh suvive kat KUCHING takkan kat PD aku tak pat nak survive kan hehehehe...its an easy matter jer...hopefully...u guys doakan aku ok nnt k...:)

Going back To KuchinG

Am GOing back to Kuching today, yesterday went to pd cari rumah...since i want to rent alone..makngah asked me to find an apartment..banyak jugak la apartment yg aku dah pegi tapi PD aku rasa org2 nyer kureng berminat ngan apartment..apartment khas untuk holiday mmg banyak daily rent. Monthly a little bit expensive....aku g tgk kat glory beach resort,sunshine bay resort...cocobay resort depan poly,marina resort.....n pd perdana condo...pd perdana nie aku tgk a few unit of the apartments,yg ader lift tu mengerikan sket sbb mmg kurang org n tpt dia tak baper terjaga tapi apartment dia besar...then aku tgk yg 5 tkt jer condo dia aku berkenan dgn apartment 2 bilik dia sangat sesuai ngan jiwa aku hehehehe....tapi dowg sewa fully furnished...rm500...

aku suruh la major zul tu...carikan rumah kosong utk aku sbb aku nak bwk barang aku dari kuching....sangat xcited nak pindah..esok bnyk keje aku nak wat..aku nak list down barang utk bwk balik utk wat quotation, nak pg bank amik green card kete aku..nak hantar puspakom tok check...nak wat surat tok bank..tukar alamat...astro..WAH!! boleh pening gue..tapi paper pun rumah sewa tu penting nanti aku nak dok mana hahahahhaa....

lupa laks nak ucap terima kasih kat Nas and Suzie sbb suggest kan beberapa tpt yg sesuai utk aku tgk rumah ...nnt aku akan selalu lah aku jumpa kenkawan tak susah lagi la nak jumpa korg..naik kete terus pegi kalau tak busy..hehehehhe....

ok aku nak pack barang nie...balik kuching malam nie flite kol 7.40 pm.....chow!!

p/s: azam baru nak selalu update blog hahahahha.....cAYUK JULes!!!

Good news guys....

Kepada kenkawan seperjuangan ku....aku dengan lafaz bismillah dengan rasmi nya mengumumkan AKU DAPAT pindah ke POLITEKNIK PORT DICKSON. Akan dengan rasmi nyer pulang ke Semenanjung Malaysia by February.....Yeay!!! Dapat la aku melawat kenkawan sekelian bila ader masa kelak k...Miss u Guys!!!!

GOOD NEWS...

DEAR FRIENDS....


I VE BEEN BZ AND I VE READ MOST OF U GUYS NYER BLOG..MISS U GUYS SO MUCH..BNYK GILER AKU KETINGGALAN. TAPI GLAD GOT THE CHANCE TO REDEEM BENDA YG I DAH TERLEPAS...I GOT GOOD NEWS...BUKAN...BUKAN...BUKAN AKU NAK KAWEN..BLOM LAGI..HEHEHEHE..HARI TU AKU HANTAR APPLICATION UTK SAMBUNG MASTER N AKU APPLY BIASISWA KPTM. WISH ME ALL DA BEST SBB AKU SALAH SEORG YG SELECTED UTK PERGI INTERVIEW...DOAKAN SEMOGA AKU ADA REZEKI UTK SAMBUNG BELAJAR K... NERVOUS AKU...TAPI TAK TAU LAGI BILER INTERVIEW TU PEGAWAI LATIHAN AKU CAKAP DALAM WAKTU TERDEKAT NIE..
AKU SANGAT BZ SKANG TAPI NNT AKU UPDATE AKU NYER BLOG K....LOVE U GUYS ALOT!!!!

Tagged by suzie

My top 10 most favourite food:

1. LAKSA PENANG
2. SARDIN N TELUR DADAR
3. MASAK LEMAK CILI API ( AYAM, IKAN, DAGING,SIPIT SEDUT & TELUR)
4. IKAN KELI MASAK SAMBAL CILI API HIJAU- pERGH...terliur kena g cari pas nie
5. SUMER JENIS SUP
6. SUMER JENIS FAST FOOD
7. LONTONG
8. MAGGIE ......wajib tuh
9.CHAR KUEH TEOW
10.SPEGHETTI
11. SUMER JENIS MAKANAN YANG SEDAP DIMAKAN KAT DALAM DUNIA NIE ...


10 things I love to do:

1. SLEEPING
2. WORKING
3. SWIMMING
4. EATING
5. SHOPPING
6. SMSING
7. COOKING
8. DATING
9. RACING
10. TALKING


5 types of guy I Adore:

1. GOOD LOOKING - A must!!
2. CARING
3. HONEST
4. LOVING
5. ROMANTIC

5 things I love doing when Im happy:

1. WHEN AM HAPPY I LIKE TO SMILE
2. I WILL SING
3. I WILL LAUGH
4. I WILL EAT ALOT
5.I WILL TALK ALOT

10 Ways to win my heart:

1. BE YOUSELF
2. I LOVE JOKES....funny one uh...
3. BE THERE WHEN I NEED YOU
4. LOVE ME SINCERELY
5. DONT BE JUDGEMENTAL
6. SUPPORTIVE
7. SUPRISE WOULD BE GREAT ONCE IN A WHILE
8.REMEMBERING IMPORTANT DATES WOULD BE SWEET
9. BUY THINGS FOR ME...EVEN ONLY A 10 CENT GULA2 FROM KEDAI MAMAK hehehe..
10. HONEST.......

5 things I wish it could be:

1. KAYA RAYA
2. HAVE MY OWN SHOPPING COMPLEX..hahaha
3. CHILDREN
4. PERFORM UMRAH AND HAJ
5. GATHERING WITH MY OLD FWENS AND ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS


my top 10-recently most addicted song:

ALAMAK NAMA LAGU TAK INGAT....hehehe
paling addicted lagu raya..sangat addicted b4 balik kl...lagu BALIK KAMPUNG tiap2 hari pasang dengar kt ofis n dalam kete..semangat....hehehe..

Raya ..oh raya....

Nie adalah antara ragam nyer raya aku start raya pertama sampai raya ke lima la lebey kurang...malam raya aku kat kajang sbb pagi raya solat hari raya kat masjid Saujana Impian Kajang with my makngah,adik n ucu seisi keluarga....lepas tu tros g melawat kubur....lepas zohor baru start beraya....aku ader satu citer lawak sepatut nyer raya nie aku pakai baju sama pattern ngan adik aku tapi baju aku tertinggal kat kedai bl tudung b4 raya n aku tak perasan malam b4 raya baru aku perasan....hahhahaha jadi terpaksa lah aku pakai baju raya kaler lain...utk pengetahuan korang bj raya aku masih selamat...hehehe

aku kan tak der kg..berangan la kenkonon hahahha..nie lepas semayang raya bersiap nak balik umah kat wangsa maju..nurul aku dh tak dok kemensah dah aku kat villa wangsa mas plak..lagi best tpt dia..ucu aku suh dok umah situ lak....
gambar aku besama anak2 ucu aku....
ucu, maksu n family..purple theme tahun nie...
me n yaya..
nie masa raya kedua hahahha...lepas g umah nek ngah n nek ayang aku kita owg g great eastern mall menyempat lagi kan..aku g shopping cadar bilik aku...kat kl aku mmg kurang cadar asik pakai yg sama jer..makngah aku lak sibuk nak g tgk sandle clark...jadi pg la temankan dia...kasut raya tak sempat nak beli kui..kui..kui...
sempat lagi aku posing kat konon2 umah kg kat great eastern mall with my youngest lil sis belah mak satu lagi....aqilah nama nyer... dia tido umah villa...nilah umah kg aku...hehhehehekat GREAT EASTERN MALL.


Nie masa raya ke lima...hah lepas raya umah nenek muda aku kat kg baru..kita owg g makan kat ampang yong tau foo....lapar nyer pasal lepas penat g shopping kat pavillion..
shopping lepas raya ..aku tak sempat nak bershopping sblm raya..lepas raya baru dpt shopping...baju n handbag raya aku beli handbag sembonia....nak beli handbag guess tapi mahal sgt rm469 huhuuh tak mampu....

raya kat umah nenek muda....hehehehe...bawah me with my sister....

tu lah ragam raya aku ..gambo lintang pukang nak susun balik dah susah malas aku...enjoys...aku nak reply tag si suzie plak pas nie..:)

Berbuka poce 2008 family time

Keesokkan hari nyer aku berbuka dengan family member aku plak kat BORA-BORA OMBAK dkt AMPANG SPORT PLANET...nie masa kita owg baru lepas abis berbuka gambo tak berapa clear....huhuhuhu sedey nyer....kita org makan buffet 1 kepala 55 hengget....memasing bayor sendiri hahahahhaa....sedap ah sangat puas hati makanan dia...meja kita org panjang sensagt 22 meja .....
the rest of da family
me my cuz n my sis...
my maksu,ucu, me n my sis..
cuzin generation yg kecik2 hehehehe

KENKAWAN..

nie laila's lounge masa perform dowg nyer band no 1 ...dowg perform 4 lagu

korg perasan tak gambo aku takder huhuhu tapi gambo nie ader kat kamera aku..terkilan aku apakan daya....



aku ngan nurul...masa nak balik biasala aku sedey jer sbb jumpa sekejap sgt...

sempat bergambar bersama nurul,me n ariff, aku tgh pelik naper nyer skema sgt bf aku tu duduk masa dlm komuter tgk gambo ni aku gelakkan dia hahahaha...

antara kenkawan baru yg aku jumpa masa kat seremban..yg pakai bj itam tu sgt familiar muka dia sampai skang aku dok pk dimana pernah aku jumpa dia...tak senang hati dibuek nyer.. hope dpt satu lagi peluang nak g gig mcm nie tp secara beramai2 ngan kenkawan...amin!

malam mini gathering ngan bonda n anis...kami masih sama...maintain chomel hehehee

me n anis....xsempat nak borak lama ...gossip best hehehe

diatas adalah antara kenangan yg dapat aku coretkan ngan kenkawan aku...yg lain tak berkesempatan nak jumpa....aku berharap sangat dapat berjumpa ngan kenkawan lain. apa gamak nyer cerita korang...

crazy me part 2...

crazy me part 2 is all about perfume...dulu aku tak penah bl perfume mahal...bl yg murah jer tetapi setelah aku mula bekerja aku start collect perfume..n skang aku tgh aim satu perfume HYPNOSE LANCOME N INCANTO HEAVEN....bau dia telah berjaya memikat hati aku....da 1st perfume hasil gaji aku adalah tada...CK ETERNITY....n still in love with it..until now....aku ader MORGAN,CK EUPHORIA,DKNY,RALPH LAURAN,JPG, NINNA RICCI,TOMMY FOR BOY AND GIRL DAN BANYAK LAGI......aku balik slalu kat airport maka akan selalu lah ku tinjau2 perfume....dan sekira nya jatuh cinta akan ku beli ....CRAZY ME....