I ve been away from this blog for quite sometimes...been bz...bz avoiding myself from thinking about work..i hate working...and i hate waiting for da offer letter from upm to arrive...haiya manyak lambat ow.....my heart is not into teaching anymore i want to rest and gain my soul dat hv been hiding, i dont know where da hell it is!!!..i need to search for it...
Once upon a time..teaching is something dat make me alive.. i will always be excited and looking forward to evacuate all da knowledge that i have in my brain.. i put my heart into it 110%..i want to share everything..i want to be a TEACHER...and am proud to be one. but now after a few years everything seems to lessen the interest decrease...da aura decline....da soul even worst....decease.......i am tired of it....pity right wut happen to me? am tired with those who does not appreciate knowledge..it's not dat easy to gain it...u have to work smart and put on ur best effort to be part of it....but they do not realize how much it is matter in LIFE....it's sickening...and i HATE it....
i KNow run away is not a good idea..but sometimes its the only way u can gain ur confidence and belief that u have built before...dats wut am doing.. I believe all my fwens out there feel da same like me right? well lets take a brake.....take a kit kat .....
4 comments:
julie kalo ko ajar kolej komuniti lg ko sakit jiwa..huhu..tekanan ko tu kita paham..haha..sengal btl budak2 ni kan??i hate too but have to face it lg2 dgn kualiti.bencikkk!!!!
yerla kolej komuniti lg terok...sbb keje dia bertimbun2 sbb dia kan menerapkan pendidikan sepanjang hayat bnyk program...kowg dhla xramai...sabar aek suzie....kita paham....
well that the challange we must face when we are becoming a teacher....well for me...sometimes i feel very exhausted when it comes to teaching....the worse part is when i put all the effort into it...i never gain any appreciations....but i realize that one thing for sure i am born to be a teacher , to educate the students and some how i treasure that... i try to feel bored of stress but manage to control it...and i love this job....especially when it comes to holidays....hehehe
nurul at least ko ader holiday kita owg holiday pun dah kena tarik ..tu yg sedey tu...its a challenge..sabar jela kan...
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