RAYA 2007

HYE!!!!
lama nyer tak update blog bz sket...kenkawan pun mesti bz all d teachers sbb spm dah nak startkan.good luck guys i knew how its feel..walaupun aku tak dak ajar bebdk spm tapi aku tau pressure dia pengetua mesti sibuk pasal percentage stdnts lulus..hmm biasala tu...most of our education institution care bout passing d students up.wasnt dat sad..when is this going to change? dah la forget bout it then...

Selamat hari raya to all FWENS..ESPECIALLY TO ALL THE MODS MOM N FAMILY, ANIS, BUNDER,INA G N NURUL ..N TO THOSE WHO READ THIS BLOG..

i got several picture during raya......dat i want to share with u guys...hope u ll enjoy it....this raya we all me,my sis makngah n ucu's family celebrate it at kajang at ucu's place.. sbb nenek dah tak der jadi xla beraya at umah bukit at Kemensah....

malam b4 raya me n my couzin went to jln tar mak ai!!! ramei nyer owg...ingtkan tak dak owg tahun ni raya mcm ramai datang raya kat kl lak even jln2 biasa pun sesak jugak..

all these pics was taken after solat raya n b4 we all BERAYA mintak maap..as usual pasti akan ader drama sket..emotional scene last2 ngan aku2 skali nangisn sebak..then afta dat we all went to visit kubur belated nenek..atuk..mom, uncle man n u'nyang at datuk keramat...then start beraya ke rumah nenek gombak n then all d family member gather at ucu's house lepak2 sampai mlm...syok!!!

this is me, makngah n my big little sista....

me n big little sista...contol2 ..hhehee

me n genious little yaya..she undestand every sigle word u said..it's true...tak tipu..maybe bcoz of genetic or MAYBE sbb dia suka tgk disney channel...

n this is ucu's family..start from left is aniisa, maksu,yaya,ucu n aiman...serba turqoise...

that is for today folks!! hehehe..nnt update lagi lau ada masa..n cant wait to be back for cuti to meet everyone ..TUNGGU!!! ..mesti bestkan nurul ko nyer jamuan..mesti ko melaser abis hehehe...later...daaaaa....

BALIK KAMPUNG.

GUYS!!! am comin back to kl my flight is tonite at 8.20 ...and will be arriving at 11.00 ...hehehe..beshnyer....balik kampung lalalalaala..teringat masa belajar dulu lau time cuti raya coursemate and housemate mesti sibuk nak balik kampung beli tiket takut habis...me tak payah susah2 balik naik komuter dah sampai umah harharhar ..tak terasa pun xcited tgk kenkawan mcm besh jer ...dari kecik sampai abis blajar tak kemana kat kl jer....paling jauh practical kat rembau itu pun every weekend still balik bcoz of grandmom...tapi skang nenek dah tak der mesti rasa tak mcm slalu....hmmmm.....

sambung balik...sekali dapat posting sampai ke sarawak hah! amik ko...jauh berbatu..berlaut2...nak balik raya la paling xcited rasa nyer...tiket sebulan sblm raya dah beli...bleh berbuka sesama ngan family nnt...am fully booked utk buka posa hari jumaat with all my attitude teenagers frenz(schoolmate), hari sabtu family reunion kat shakeys..its our annual year nyer gathering every ramadhan...n sunday bonda ajak buka sama....hehehehehe....besh kan....

well sebelum i pulang wanted to wish everybody..anyone yang baca this blog SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...hopefully all of d kad raya yg i post sumer dah dapat...dan jika ada kesempatan insyaalah dapat la kita jumpa....

to anis - buat kuih banyak2 tu anto la sket kat aku..aku teringat kat kek coklat ko sedapnyer..
to bunder - balik raya nnt bawak keta baru elok2 k..ckap ngan aidit jgn bwk keta laju2 ingat
ingat owg tersayang
to ina g - aku dpt sms ko kul 5 pagi tadi...hehehe nasib baik ko sms lau tak telepas subuh aku TQ
to nurul - tabahkan la hati ko menghadapi kerenah cikgu2 kat sekolah ko k..manusia biasalah...ko anggap jer dia owg tu badut mana2 yg ko tak suka la..aku slalu wat camtu..asalkan keje kita settle...

to kenkawan lain raya bergembiralah...........hidup kita bukan nyer lama sambil bergembira jgn lupa amal ibadat kita...INSYAALAH...

to hubbie - i ll see u at d airport tonite, misz u bebeh!!!

CHOW!!!!!

balik kg...oooooooOOOOO..balik kampung hati girang.................hehhehehehe

OPIS KU....

This is me at my ofis which is known as Jabatan Pengajian Am..i ve been working here for almost 3 years…and am still here n still enjoying working here until now..this picture was taken pukul 4.00 p.m 15 minutes before balik hehhehe….muka pun dah x fresh lagi..This is my place …its my place ..hehehehe…this is our new office actually b4 this d office was too small and too many lecturers in it…but then we moved to a new building…sitting in front me is SUKHVIN guys do u still remember him? hahahaha the salman khan wanna be...dia adalah orang yg slalu menyemak kan pandangan mata i in this office..but he is a good officemate very helpful sometimes bila mtk tlg punchkan hehehe...

This is some of d file that we have to do untuk menunjukkan bahawa we r working all the teachin plan and lesson we have to prepare rancangan mengajar semester,rncg mengajar harian, jadual waktu...attandance ,silibus....attandance, surat penangguhan kelas lau pg kursus dan senarai semak frp dan banyak lagi benda2 lain....samalah mcm korang wat buku rekod kan...dan benda yg paling penting utk aku,,is my dictionary and thesaurus....

NI harta yg kat bawah meja aku ade 7 pasang kasut hehehe ... i like shoes very much...ni baru 1/6 kasut aku lagi 5/6 ade kat umah ...i will only wear it during class session selain dari tu susah sket lah..bie aku selali perli aku kuar ngan dia tak nak plak pakai kasut heel hehehehe...lau keluar ngan dia mestilah nak rasa selesa..bjln bukan sekejap lau nak pakai heel gamak nyer bengkok la aku...nanti aku ..aku sangat obses dengan kasut ..i will buy any shoe yg membuatkan aku fall in love at d first sight....lau takder size abis stock i will haunt down d kasut at other branch sampai dapat...we as a teacher at least have to show that we a a role model we need to look MOD...mcm yg nurul kata ...we have to be different because we are ENGLISH TEACHER..and i am glad i am a teacher now.

kursus at genting..

THESE s d ballroom dat we were in during our course at GENTING...well u could imagine is it work or holiday? hahahaha of course holiday.......but still work is important "wink!" wink!" hehehe..all of the representatives from all polytechnic an community collages were there to undergone d painful experience of d presented module dat gonna be used for teaching d selected lecturers....some of d unit presented was not suitable but then we are to follow it...it's a last minute thing and many mistakes...interm of grammar..spelling....symbol....even d instruction...well dat is not something new rite....but still it would able to give us some input n guidelineson how n what to teach n expose d lecturers ops!!! to motivate d lecturers to use english in d classroom and by d year 2008 polytechnic n community collages will use english language as d medium of communication teaching n learning...hopefully ....
OK ...sitting in d middle is my KJ...next to him is maxwell and mr Branat our ketua unit well d old one hehehehe....
only 7 of us were selected as we are d best among d best ..how flattered ...no lah everyone are d best but we r d choosen one ..cool kan....i saw kasmara name in d list but seems he was not there ...hmmm...baru teringat nak jumpa kawan lama....tak der rezeki ....out of dis course after di lantik as trainer i was suppose to teach at mas gading community collage sarawak and some of them were sent to kota kinabalu..our target participants were 25 participants per session n guess what i contacted d community collage n found out dat there r only 5 participants going for TOT and 2 of us teaching them ..so irony kan...then...it has to be cancelled n further notice will be informed..and am really pissed off...bcoz am stuck at kuching during dis 2 weeks holiday...hate it!!!! if i know this thing gonna be happen i tak balik kuching balik after abis kursus sambung terus cuti...marah nih....sangat marah.. wat ever...

This is me with yolanda d person who is an expert in teaching and has so many good idea n dia adalah parti pembangkang who doesnt agree with some of d thing being stated in d module...bcoz of her everyone know us...bcoz of d laserness n disatisfaction huhuhu...dat gang who from kuching d oversea people....i like....COOL....

my sis convo...

Its my sister convo..after waiting for almost 5 years now she's graduated ...bukan nyer aper nak tunggu dia start living her own life not depending anymore with me..so that she could learn to earn her own money to buy things dat she wants..seksa tau....asal takder duit hah..baru nak teringat kat kakak dia...if not she not going to contact me..sister2...mengeluh dat doesnt mean i dont like it but am glad she s my sister d one n only dat i love very much....now ...she's pursuing her life in new dimension..which i ll watch her and lend her my ears n help always....dats my promise.... hehehe saper yg grad nih.....well feels like its been soooooo long...remembering my convocation day..it's very tiresome u guys mesti agree kan whereby we have to wait like ages....to received our scroll and be graduated bcoz too many IT undergrads.....at d end of d day makeup pun dah cair and our parents pun dah grumble bcoz too tired no time to say good bye to frenz...quite terkilan but at least its d happiest day of my life....
well MMU is so canggih n i really impress with d technology....when my sister turn to received her scroll then jeng..jeng..jeng....her pic came out projected on d screen with a speech to us.."to my family...thanks for everything, love u guys so much.....muahs2...."
my sister n beloved makngah ..tak reti2 nak sonyum tau..penat owg ajar....ishk.....

selamat sampai di rumah still sempat posing my sis got d big teddy bear n 2 jambak bunga one from me and makngah n another one from makngah n she got pic frame from debbie n hadri....n i ve to go to genting to attent TOT course...just imagine how tired i am...wake up early in d morning 6.30am went to mmu then 4.30p.m rush to Genting..8.30p.m briefing...11.00 p.m zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZ...d next day 8.00 a.m d couse start....urgHHHH...tired not enough sleep n rest....help me....

my best couzin wedding part 2

d next day after nikah ceremony is her bersanding day...u know what of course u guys dont know..well her baju sanding dat she is wearing tak siap lagi only finished jahit d manik rite after she finished with her make up...busuk kan dis couzin of mine ..haiya!!! am her pengapit tetiba jer my baju out of d theme color tak sama with d pngapit lelaki kan...but luckily his sampin look like peach so quite ok lah...


these r my family member if only my grandmom still alive she was waiting for dis moment to see her grand daughter getting married..but she passed away a month before d wedding...but still she would be glad and proud dat everyone were there together give help to make everthing succeed..alhamdulillah..


















sorry d picture quite blurrrr....but d real picture dat taken by the photogpaher is nice...just unable to get it from debbie yet maybe later....
these are all d couzin dats in d same era which we have been together having fun with each other doing crazy thing during d childhood day..y hadri look like a crook hah? hehehe sowi sedara wa kutuk lu hehehe....welcome to our family...




u guys know where is their honeymoon? bali u know...it was fun ...n so romantic but the expenses there was tooooo expensive ...yalah only foreigner go there, they convert their money rupiah to us dollar ....oklah need to chow...

my best couzin wedding part 1

This is my beloved 1st couzin ...debbie amrini bt shamsul bahri..we were born in d same year but different months am younger then her by 11months...huhuhu!!! cant belive she is married,d crazy couzin who was so unsure whether married is d good idea at d first place..plus with all d arguements,disatisfaction dat occur just becoz of dis marriage but lastly it end up marvelously...all of d rest of d family was so glad its end with happiness....congratulation my dear ...






That is her husband hadri...they only legally married after hadri succeed d ijab kabul on d second time...he has been practiced but still d first one d kadi doesnt want to approve on it...so kesian...but yet debbie is ur lovely wify now...








with this ring u will be my beloved wife which i will cherish u for d rest of my life...i accept thee my beloved husband...







now u may kiss d bride...hehehee...u can do what ever u want with her but later k....may ALLAH bless dis couple and may they able to live their life happily ever after insyaallah...








These hantaran was designed and made by my sister n makngah while debbie pelamin was designed by our ucu n maksu and i help them with it..anyone interested we think we want to make a family business out off dis interest....just let me know ...

Attitude teenagers

well these are my bestest frenz since form 1 at sekolah menegah taman selayang (1) class of 199_ hehehe rahsia...i love them so much, 2 are married...1 engaged and 2 singles...but not available anymore...well these pictures was taken during our dinner at RENDEZVOUS at Jln Pahang 15th July 2006 after 5 years having difficulties to meet each other and at last all 5 of us able to gathered together celebrating fieda,nik and fara's birthday...well life changed but not our friendship alhamdulillah........the theme was pink.......they decided to have dinner since d next day am going back to kuching, sarawak working...urgh!! again...hopefully there ll be next time..*wink*wink*



me and fieda the oldest among us....n married....

me and fara..still single but not available anymore...both of us hehehe

me and nik....she's married also....saloma bistro's dancer

last one me and fizah...she is engaged next year insyaallah getting married

yesterday...

urghhhh!!! yesterday, i ve wrote smthg for this blog but...BUT....the stupid internet connnection was disconnected at the last moment am finishing, writing something for my blog ..how frustrated i am....first trial dah condemn....well hv to start again ....

yesterday i wrote about friendship....
a really awful frienship relationship....the person whom u trust, whom u love, who u respect turn out to be ur worst enemy..what would u do? once upon a time there were 3 of us...everything was fun, happening and superb..we move in together but then the fun begin to decline,less fun...then one of us move out ...bcoz of the circumstances that cant be avoided..we ve been apart no more anxiety..only selfishness...each one of us follow our own path...

then there were 2 of us in the house... we still close together still share the laughter but less story less enjoyment....she bz with her own life..me with my own.. i never being a bz body about what she is doing..or what she did it's none of my business even when people asked me bout her my answer would be i dont know...when she is in difficulty i was there and said nothing bout what other people think bout her bcoz she is my frenz...so perasan sorang2....after 2 1/2 years all d disatisfaction shown clearly d selfishness revealed.....something happen and luckily i was not there if not only god knows.....

i know am not that good...neither do her...when it comes to my turn having to face a huge problem ..a really huge problem according to her and it does affect her so much and has disturb n interfere, jeoperdize dats d word dat she use... her safety and security...then she start to talk to other people bout me at d back...she is P.E.R.F.E.C.T she is W.O.R.T.H.Y....everything dats she said is true u suppose to listen to her...she knew everything....DUH!!!!

later then i knew bout her darkest secret after being her frenz for ages la jugak...everybody knew bout it only me didnt know bout it...its according to all d sources dat reliable not only one but almost all of them knew....i thought she really hv d brain...but actually showing off jer lebih...cermin diri dulu lah....

whatever it is things already happen.........am not talking to her anymore, move out from d house already and happy with my life now..much better all d privacy is mine..i can go anywhere with out anyone to bug me..with all d annoying sound which really interfere my life....i hate it ...and i hate her... its really a big mistake of knowing her...well dats my story....tell me bout ur story..this is only apart of d story but let d rest be my secret...

share smthg..what would u do if u were in my position? scold her? humiliate her?kill her? ahaks!!!!!

From here i begin....

Well after i think dis is going to be a new start of a new emotional published diary hehehe...with this i start with bismillah..and with a quote..

"Love is hard work, which hurts everyone..."