Wedding dress design...

Since am going to Jakarta today and be spending my time with my fiance...we have decided to hunt for several things for our wedding...we would like to check out on wedding card, doorgift for VIP, accessories, and maybe checking out our wedding band there..tapi i dh ada 2 cincin maybe i nak necklace or bracelet...and most important thing would be our reception attire..my wedding dress..i am still not sure whether to custom made it ..or just rent it...tapi kalau ikot kan hati i want my own wedding dress...and i hv been browsing through da internet and came across several design dat i like and maybe would find da material from Jakarta, since there lagi cheaper kan...i dh jumpa tailor but still not sure dia leh buat ker tak..sbb dia tgh bz siapkan tempahan for hari raya right now...he is a lecturer in POLI and teaching fashion...he asked me to search for da design that i like and send da picture to him later on...before i do dat i would like to share some wedding solemnization dress and reception dress that i like with u guys...for nikah kain nya sudah dibeli jadi dat one settled oredy....^_^...

lets start with design baju nikah dat i adore...

design by SYOMIR IZWA..

Wedding dress...by PRESTIGE INUR (Jakarta) & SYOMIR IZWA





p/s: sedikit pening sbb mcm sumer lawa2....hehehhehe....perempuan biasalah kan rambang mata....

Lost focus...

after my engagement i seem to hv lost my focus on my study...which i dont like it...becoz i never been like dis before...am really into study and i love to study....now i hv few piles of assignments and presenatation dat need my attention...and i need to focus on it...everytime i plan to do my work..i ll end up thinking and planning about my wedding...i dont want to be so excited..my wedding will be my priority but i need to focus and complete my tasks oso...Oh god do help me...give strength and patience in handling all dis..my final examination will be held around 2nd week of november..and my wedding will be held on 2nd week of december...i dont like distraction and lately i am soooo lazy in doing my work..i tend procrastinate.....dis is soooo bad i need to prepare everything early....

the reason i become like dia most probably because am worried about the nikah procedure which is still not in progress because eki is at jakarta and there is nothing that can be done yet...am a bit worried because da nikah procedure seems to be tedious....one of my fwen told me dat i need to settle da documenation part of nikah 1st then ...i can proceed with planning....but how can i do that...eki will only be back maybe around october because he cant apply any leave yet now....urghhhh!!! to discuss dis thing with eki oso he dont have time he is soo bz with his report and networking analysis, pity him..he has to work till late night with less rest even when he has arrived at da guest house he still need to finish up his work until 2 or 3 o'clock...preparing everything for da next day meeting.. i dont have any heart to disturb him yet...not yet.....because he is doing dat for us...so if he can sacrifice i need to be a little bit patient right...i ll be going to Jakarta later to meet his sister and brother there...and we r going to survey a few things that is needed for our wedding later..because it is cheaper there compared to KL...and hopefully we can really discuss about da matter...

am in a dilemma...i hope god will make it a little bit easy for me and us so that we can face everything without any critical difficulties and we would be able to handle everything and find an immediate solution for all the problem that will arise later...now i need to start early in doing my presentation and assignments .....when i have time i can plan for my wedding....i need to prioritize.. i dont want too loose any precious moment in my life ......my study is important to me i dont want anything to effect my CGPA..and my wedding with eki is also important to me and us....both are my future and i dont want to regret in loosing any off it due to my uncertainty of wut need to be done first in order to achieve success and happiness....please julie dont lost focus...guys if u can give me some suggestion and recommendation i would very much appreciate it...

Am engaged paRT 2..

Family moment...

my family and my extended family soon to be...

Best Fwens Forever moment....

Diva moment....

from right: my cuzzy fifie, sara and my big lil sister ...

ader jer lagi gambar yg nak di upload tapi mcm sangat lembap kan ...susah giler neh....its ok just enjoy da pictures k....

Am engaged...^_^

8/8/2010 was da greatest day of my life... am ENGAGED!! it was like a dream...a dream dat finally come true...ALHAMDULILLAH....i woke up really early dat morning at 4 because am soo nervous....because i never met any of eki's family members...and i was soo worried about da ceremony it self....everything went well my dad and da rest of my arwah mom's family were bonded ...i like da scenario they were bonding like there was no grudge no hates...da effort shown by them during dis ceremony makes me appreciate them more..they knew dis ceremony is important for me and they want me to be happy... am suprised actually hehehhehe...and most of my best fwens were there from secondary, degree and my collegues from kuching and PD oso came...

da best part was my fiance's family ( cewah dh boleh panggil fiance ahahaaha) arrived early because they were from kuantan......so they lepak 1st before they bertandang sharp at 2pm...and everything happen so fast....i dah tak leh nak duduk diam while they were discussing about da date and everything....me upstairs tak senang duduk feeling sooo nervous sangat lawak lah my best fwen notice dat ....kelakar sangat...kejap bangun..kejap duduk....kaki bergoyang tak leh diam...kecut peyot....nak terkencing..nak terberak ....rasa nausea pun ader hahhhaa....

despite of all those feeling i am so grateful now dats everything went so well ..i love everything about my engagement ceremony...it was like wut i ve ever dreamt of before.....simple and sweeet...like marshmellow...and our solemnization day will be held on 18/12/2010 and our reception will be on 19/12/2010 ..INSYAALLAH... ^_^

now i would like to share some precious moment captured during my engagement day with u guys out there...enjoy!!!

make up moment by BELLA my sister 2nd mom daughter...

pelamin moment created by my big lil sister Julie Haslina...

tudung moment created by me....

my ayu moment..haha....

my crazy moment.....

tepon moment...

THE MOMENT....

US moment....


p/s: will post few more moment of my engagement ceremony ....sabar yer kenkawan...

FreAKing Out!!!

Guys can i ask u guys something..is it normal when da E-day is just around da corner everything seems like so scary NOW...about all da things...like am freaking out when the tailor who doing my baju tunang called a week before my engagement day saying that she misplaced the measurement for my baju....OMG!! i was like WTF!!! i ve sent da kain early JULY ok....haiyak!! luckily my baju for my E-day dah siap.. i loike it so much!!!! hehehehe yeay!!...cant wait to wear it....

everytime when am thinking about da ceromony i got da feeling of something inside my stomach like haiya!! dont know la..am soo nervous...i do look damn COOL like everthing under control but only GOD knows hehhehee...i am a PERFECTIONIST i think dat is why am freaking out.. i like to have control on every single thing ....i like it when everything happen accordingly up to my expectation but when it comes to this kind of thing i need to make an acception right...dis is making me damnnn nervous......hahhahaha...because i can plan ....but i do not have control for the flow of the ceremony...all da scary tot of what if dis happen ..what if that happen....all the what if questions came across my mind and keep on bugging me.....Eki told me everything is gonna be fine....INSYAALLAH....i dont have to be worry so much....things will be fine....

You can say dat it not u who hv to go through it....u have just to be there right after everything and foe your side pun i yang prepare kan ..CHET!! main tipu kan hahahhaha.....boleh la act real COOL like dat....huhuuhu....i hope everything will be fine....i will pray hard....Ya ALLAH mudah-mudahan majlis kami akan berjalan dengan lancar dan mendapat keberkatan dari mu ya ALLAH.....AMIN...